about My Prayer

When I was little, I used to pray. I prayed when I was afraid.
And I haven’t prayed for a while.
I guess it’s because life’s been so wonderful after I met L.
 
Until recently, I find myself praying again.
Though it’s not as frequent as I did when I was little
However, sometimes I just want to close my eyes, hold my two hands
And tell God,
“Please let me make it. Please keep everyone I love happy and safe.”
 
Maybe I am afraid again.
This time, I am afraid of losing control
I am afraid of feeling resentment
It’s not anyone’s fault, it’s not anyone’s responsibility
But I am still struggling in my head.
How I would love to get rid of it.
 
I just want to be peaceful again
Have the calmness and happiness so I can see things clearly.
Maybe that’s the reason for my task
 
It will teach me to handle the things out of my control
It will teach me to make peace with all the noise
I believe

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